I flip my hair back and forth

I have no patience to watch my hair grow out. I have to sit on my hands in order not to cut it again. Right now it's in the middle phase of annoy the hell outta me and making me want to get extensions or shaving it. My intention is to let it grow to a very lovely and elegant page hairstyle but at the moment I kinda consider a bob cut.

The worst thing is when I wake up and I look like I have some kind of flufft bagel in my head. It's a mess.